 Conscious mind must first accept its destined right position which is not to originate choice, but to accept choice impulsed from its Source—Superconscious mind or what I call Gracemind. This is definitely the most difficult change of mind to accept and actualize because it is a complete reversal for most of us. We are acclimated to making all our choices at the level of conscious awareness which thinks its perceptions, beliefs, and positions are gospel. The truth of the matter is, conscious mind perceptions may or may not be in alignment with truth, but regardless of their degree of truth, our gift of freewill choice was never designed to originate here. It was designed to originate from Superconscious/Gracemind as a function of its true nature. It is the Superconscious that impulses conscious mind choices through pure heart desire, intuition, and inner knowing. Conscious mind is designed to pick up the impulse after it has been sent and to run with it. It is the catcher of the ball, not the pitcher. Then, in order for there to be a home run, there must be no inter-fear-ence from the field. Conscious minds true function is the freewill choice of follow-through.
At first, this will take a lot of practice and determination. Conscious mind has assumed a position in the field of consciousness it is simply not qualified to handle. It will take a total commitment of pure humility and love from you in order to convince it that it has misunderstood its mission. There are two possible choices conscious mind will be facing as it hears news of this information. One, it can feel rejected, threatened, out of control, and judged; this is the egoic position. The second choice is for it to accept its much greater purpose of being the gift of freewill choice within the Will of God, not free will as being independent on its own. Wow, what a difference. Conscious mind is the synthesizing mechanism that can function as the agent of acceptance of the fulfillment of Gods Will. I choose to choose the Will of God, I Am! Say that again. Close your eyes; say it one more time! I choose to choose the Will of God, I Am! This is the epitome of freewill choice and automatically adjusts conscious mind to its right-full position of inheritance.
As soon as conscious mind completely accepts its originally designed position of function, there will be no resistance and, therefore, no pain and suffering on its part due to a sense of loss. Pain and suffering comes from an ego state that believes we are surrendering something we perceived as valuable to keep. Ego disintegrates automatically when the elixir of truth is poured upon its content. This corrected positioning eliminates a possibility of purification by fire or any wilderness experience. It accepts the purification of Grace. Conscious mind then basks in the Son Light becoming a prismic Light catcher. This is what the mystic, Charles Fillmore meant when he said, It must look ever to the Superconscious for all direction and instruction. It can of itself do nothing with assurance, because the Spirit of wisdom rests in the Superconscious.
More simply stated, this means conscious mind must be ever poised facing inward, listening and waiting patiently for instructions, truth, and guidance. Then it will be impulsed to choose a follow-through appropriate to the information received.
In its new position, conscious mind must be made aware it could first encounter a barrage of thoughts and feelings surfacing from the depth of the ocean of the subconscious. This content may not be very pretty, for there is a strong possibility it will reflect corrupted ideas that have been buried for a long, long time. If this is the case, it may look like a variety of things including: despair, hopelessness, need for control, need to get even, martyrdom, self-righteousness, selfishness, indignation, unfulfilled expectations, judgments, resentments, anger, unworthiness, superiority, inferiority, doubt, fear, worry, impatience, addictions, co-dependences, disappointments, or rejections. Remember, these represent the debris of illusions imprisoned in the ghettos of consciousness which have been compressed as subconscious impressioned memories. If simply observed, not attacked or attached to in any way, they will either drift away with the tides never to be seen again or drown in the living waters of truth. If they surface, it is for a spiritual purpose which will make room for the Son Light to completely fill the space left in the wake of their emptying. In this way, we eliminate the witch hunt and accept the healing of the subconscious by way of Grace. This saves lifetimes of aimless journeying in circles and quantums the awakening process.
Every individuals experience of the purification will be unique. The length and intensity is directly proportional to the density of illusory content being tenaciously held in the subconscious, the resistance of your conscious mind to yield its position, and the willingness of you, the aspirant, to change and be non-resistant to change.
Many of you have been enrolled in this process for several lifetimes and may encounter only a small residue of illusory content. A clue that this is true for you will be the natural flow of Peace, Love, and Joy that is, by in large, effortless for you. You are the Light bearers who are now assisting the rest of us. Thank you for the work you have done in other lifetimes and this one. We are very grateful you are here to hold us in your awakened Essence. If you are one of these Beloveds, there will be no judgment or lack of compassion expressed by you toward others who are still being baptized. Others may find this processing continues for an extensive period of time. If it is of any consolation to any of you, my purification is still in effect after forty-five years. It consciously began in my twenties, intensified in my forties and fifties, and now feels more like a process of monthly maintenance with fragments of ancient baggage still surfacing here and there.
Try to remember that Metaphysical Mind in you is going to have a tendency to want to analyze, rationalize, and reason with all the content that surfaces. It is like a curious cat that wants to explore every little bit of debris, nook, and cranny. To accelerate your processing and experience the least amount of resistance, feel yourself move into Mystic Mind awareness, which is activated by a deep desire to surrender. Let surrender be not a process of the need to let go, but the willingness to accept what surfaces. With this awareness you function from Master Mind, and in Master Mind there is no concept of surrender as being a process whereby something is taken from you. Surrender is equal to acceptance. Acceptance is the precursor of non-resistance. Non-resistance is neutral to whatever is presenting itself. If the whatever is based in Reality it will multiply its goodness from the nature of its Essence, if it is not, it will dissolve into nothingness, for it has no source for its sustenance. This is the practice of being in the world but not of it—the way of Grace. For further understanding on this subject, I encourage you to read my book, Grace Awakening Essence.
There was a wonderful book written by E.R.A. Crichton titled No Mutiny From the Bounty, Your Miracle of Grace. It was a book about the healing power of Grace absent any pain or suffering, trials, tribulation, or testing as its methods. That book is no longer in print, but its title alone is worth mentioning as a focus for meditation. No mutiny from the bounty of Gods Grace is the journey of purification and awakening as it was originally designed to be experienced.
It is important to be made aware of symptoms of awakening in the purification process, so I am listing a few of them here. Grace energy is extremely powerful and follows no pathway of reasoning or set rules. It is personal to each individual as it roter-rooters its way through the subconscious, Pac-maning all in its path. As it does this, it infuses everything with its Essence, transforming it into the image and likeness of itself. It is like the waving of the magic wand of Cinderellas fairy godmother that changed Cinderella and all her needs to reflect her destiny of happily ever after.’
At one point in my own purification process, I kept hearing the word infusion, so I looked it up. Webster revealed it to be: the continuous slow introduction of a solution into a vein ... to pour in ... to cause to be permeated with something (as a principle or quality) that alters for the better … to steep in liquid (as water) without boiling for extracting useful qualities ... to introduce one thing into another so as to affect it throughout. (Webster Unabridged)
As I correlated this with my own personal experience of Grace, I realized that purification is an infusion process, and that it needs to be slow because the infilling infuses an extremely high frequency of energy that unlocks the kingdom or Christ consciousness within us, filling our vision with a whole new perspective of Reality. It takes time for this new awareness to make a safe shift in consciousness, as well as in the body and its cellular memory. This helps us to be more patient and trusting of our individual progress.
This slow infusion can also be related to Websters use of the word, alters. It causes us to be permeated with the Christ principle which alters for the better. When Grace begins alterations on us it does an extreme makeover. It rips everything apart and puts it back together again as a new creation to such a degree that we don't even recognize the old. It turns everything inside out and upside down, and finally right side up. It empties us of old wine (old life patterns of consciousness) and old wine skins (old effects) and induces new wine (new life patterns) which create new wine skins (new effects). We dont receive just a face lift; we receive an entire new body in Christ.
Grace infuses a high spiritual realization into consciousness as it comes in contact with any old error belief. This has the potential to create a conflict, not at the level of the old error belief, but at the level of you, the beholder of the belief. If you are tenacious—resistant to its demise—you will experience much distress and discomfort. Illusion, by its nature, will disappear when faced with the truth. Truth always replaces the face in the mirror with a reflection of itself. It is not the error belief that wants to hold on. It is you! You are tenacious as an effect of your belief that letting anything go may result in loss. The old belief/error perception is neutral in and of itself. You are the one, my Love, who must now accept the new wine in its place. Your acceptance of the new becomes the letting go of the old. This is surrender through Grace. The new wine is neutral also, but its resonance is congruent with its source which is truth. The new wine offers you joy and happiness for it is uninhibited by the resistors of any illusion.
When we incorporate this part of Websters definition, to steep in liquid as water without boiling for extracting useful qualities, we realize that is exactly what is going on during purification. Grace is extracting the Christthe useful qualities of the souldrawing this consciousness into being, without boiling, without fire. This is the consciousness from which Jesus taught as he admonished us not to toil and spin or wail and gnash our teeth. He even said, Take no thought Dont worry, be happy!
Lets look at the use of the word solution in the context of metaphysical understanding: the continuous slow introduction of a solution into a vein ... Metaphysically, solution can be interpreted as the problem solver. That is what the movement of Grace is all aboutsolving the problem of the human condition brought on by a state of consciousness which perceives we are separate from Godoutside the trinity somehow. This is the adversary, friends—the so called devil—the tempter. This belief metaphors the fall from Grace that keeps us seeing things upside down and positioning our realms of Mind inappropriately. The alignment of Grace is helping us see things rightlyright-us-ly. Grace is infusing Christ/Grace consciousness into our veins so that we may naturally stop all useless mental activity at the conscious level which is simply not qualified to perceive things righteously. Grace infusion is the solution to the whole human condition.
Infusion means to pour in. Emerson says, [w]e are the inlet and may become the outlet of all there is in God. Can you picture the free flow of this idea? As Grace begins to infuse the Christ consciousness into our awareness, defusing, transforming, and removing old debris, we become the inlet and the outlet of all there is in God. We become an inlet of Peace, Love, Joy, power, strength, health, and wholeness, and an outlet of the same. There is a continuous flow of Divine ideas, Divine desires, Divine dreams, and Divine fulfillment. Life becomes effortless: no struggle, no wailing and gnashing of teethno thought. The in-pouring and outpouring of Spirit builds an effortless momentum that flows freely from our inner Source.
It is important to become aware of the symptoms of Grace Consciousness Awakening so that you will not be afraid should you begin to have experiences outside of the “norm.” These symptoms have not only been reported by Christians but by people of all faiths and religious persuasions. They seem to be on the increase as we collectively enter the Age of Grace. It is comforting to realize we are not going through purification alone, even though we may feel alone at the time. If you are having any of these symptoms, gift yourself with reading material that will support you. Included at the back of this book is a list of books I highly recommend. Some symptoms of Grace Consciousness Awakening are as follows:
1. Emotional outbursts of energy:
You may experience a flood of tears as the Superconscious/Gracemind washes away the memories of sadness associated with the past. You may have feelings of emptiness, loss, confusion, or apathy resulting from old thought patterns no longer occupying space in consciousness. Actual experiences of the past that generated these patterns may or may not be revealed by Grace. It has been my experience, as I witnessed infusion in myself and many students I have worked with, that only what is absolutely relevant to Loves expansion will be made known as specific details to your conscious mind.
2. Changes in the body:
The body may respond with a cold, diarrhea, rash, headache, or old disease pattern emergence. Tingling sensations, skin sensitivity, and itching have been reported.
3. Changes in energy levels:
Surges of high energy with no need for sleep, combined with periods of low energy and the need for long periods of rest or sleep, is a common physical paradox.
4. Kundalini:
Spiritual practices may awaken the fire energy of the kundalini. This energy is the great purifier of Spirit which begins a subtle inner process, which ultimately leads to a remembered state of union with the Divine. Burning sensations as Grace purifies the energy centers in the body are common, and very distinct from hot flashes ladies. This is purification by fire but should not be feared. Fear is what contributes to the experience of purification (baptism) as being perceived as fiery. Extremes of hot or cold within a few minutes or waves of heat as a prolonged continuum are common.
5. Involuntary body movements:
These movements include: jerking, accordion breath, movement of limbs, etc. They may all come and go over a period of years. They may occur more frequently during meditation, rest, or sleep for some of you. Jerking, rocking, swaying, shaking, rapid head rotation, tremors, feeling an inner force pushing you into postures or moving your body in unusual ways—all are not to be feared. Heart flutterings, rapid eye movement, speaking in tongues, toning, or uttering Sanskrit is the experience of some students. A bizarre experience often reported: uncontrollably laughing one minute and crying the next without a clue as to why.
6. Heightened spiritual sensitivity:
Clairvoyance, clairaudience, inner dimensional viewing, heightened ESP, visions of light, symbols, colors, auras, entities, or review of past life experiences may visit you. There may be a stimulation of the olfactory system with perceptions of scents of sandalwood, rose, or incense, or you may experience feeling bigger than the body or having an out of the body experience. Immense joy and compassion, inner knowing, oneness, heightened intuitionall are reported as experiences of this holy time.
7. Dreams:
You may have strange dreams, reoccurring dreams, nightmares, or even prophetic dreams.
8. Sex:
There my be an increase in the desire for sexual pleasures for a certain period of time, or there may be a lessening of sexual desire. Both of these will be brought into balance as soon as your mental, emotional and physical bodies are aligned.
9. Major life changes:
Change, change, change is the effect of this infusion, especially in relationships, careers, beliefs, perceptions, and desires. Be prepared is the Scouts motto!
Beloved, you are being infused with the Light of the world that you are. It is downloading itself to make itself known and positioning itself upon the throne of your Mind to make all things new. This is your destiny!
Have you ever asked yourself what it means to be the Light of the world? Just look at how Webster defines light as we perceive it in this world. Then quantum that to the level of the your eternal Self, and you will have a small glimpse of who you are: luminous energy, radiant energy; ... electromagnetic radiation ranging in wavelength from about 4 thousand to 7,700 angstrom units and propagated at a speed of about 186,300 miles per second; ... considered variously as a wave, corpuscular, or quantum phenomenon; ... an illuminating agent or source; ... a gleam or sparkle, as in the eyes; means of igniting, as a spark, flame, match, or the like; ... state of being visible, exposed...or revealed to brighten ... with joy, animation, or the like; ... take fire or become kindled; ... brighten with animation or joy. (Webster Unabridged)
Purification by Grace is the infusion of the Light of Christ. You are literally being revealed as the Light of the world, the Word made flesh. This is a glorious time for you, therefore, rejoice and be glad in it.
© Diadra Price, Wings of Spirit® 2004 |
